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\u25a0\u4ee5\u4e0b\u306f\u3001AI\u306b\u3088\u308b\u7ffb\u8a33\u3067\u3059\u3002The following is a translation by AI.<\/p>\n\n\n\nstaying incomplete, while quietly searching for what is still possible.<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n
that was what I held onto.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and still, my attachment to life has not faded.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and the source of my searching.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I find myself thinking about what can be done now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
that possibilities remain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had heard it was the final translation by Tatsuhiko Shibusawa,
and bought it almost instinctively.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Confessions of a Mask still gives me chills when I read it today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I stripped away my own pretenses and saw my true face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
through illness,
and through encountering the writings of Shoma Morita.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and still continue to search for what is possible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but one that simply appeared to me, quietly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n